10:10 pm
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
it's almost been a month..
i love it when my sister comes over
she opens my heart like no other
i love sistership =)
i think.. today has been one of the hardest day in my life in such a long time.
too long.
makes me feel like walking out in the rain now and weep..
that's what my friend told me -
she cries in the shower coz that's when she can mask her mind that she's crying
as her tears blend with the falling water.
poignantly poetic.
i think i need that.
getting the worst results for geog in a long time has been so..
crushing.
coupled with discipleship probs..
n the perpetual pain in my heart.
resurrecting my old hp to get some much needed stuff i had stored on it took ages for it to kick to life.
but once it did..
the reminders from years past that popped up incessantly..
made me realised how much stuff i had stored emotionally in that small gadget.
Lord..
i am really really really emotionally spent.
i just wanna run back to the familiar arms i once knew
and receive that hug that doesn't make things better
and the tender voice that knows not what to say
yet brought such comfort to me
in spite of his flaws.
do You hear me, Lord?
is it wrong to hope and wish so?
animpossibledream
andyetistilldo
i need to go out in the rain now.