2:14 am
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
when i look back at my life
i know nothing
absolutely nothing
happens by chance
there are so many times i've erred
so many times i've felt like an idiot
but so many more times i've felt so loved
and dun we all desire that?
we are innately built and wired to be so.
sitting in his car
hearing him playing the same cd over and over again
on our long road trip
hearing a song that reminded me of his love for punk rock music and how he introed me to it
and another song that kept playing in perth which never fails to remind me of ..
it's funny how i've always associated different songs with different people.
so yes - one cd can take me through so many phases of my life and friendships
somehow
as i gaze at the gorgeous mountainous landscape while he cruised along
i just can't help but wonder..
is there a point to all of this right now?
my heart longs for something..
and yet i know God's giving me the amber light now.
what lies ahead of me Lord?