9:48 pm
Monday, February 07, 2011
freakin' shagggedddd.
the only thing keepin me cheery working through long lonely hours into the morn are the skype chats.
and even then..
they are more of a distraction i reckon.
another long nite tonight.
bummer!
much as i know i can't do anything since it takes 2 hands to clap,
much as i wish we could be cordial friends with no expectations from each other
[isn't it strange for friends to heap expectations on each other?wad kinda friendship is that then?]
i guess there's nothing i can do to make things less weird.
gotta accept that every one's made differently.
SO i shall comply and avoid.
it's so weird being treated like i do not exist..
wad did i do to deserve such treatment??
but yes jogoh - end feb will come soon.
hang on till then!!
and i dread it when it gets to the point where he asks
"so where's all this going".
wadtheworld.