2:40 am
Saturday, January 15, 2011
i think it was classic seeing his face and his reaction when i told him a summary of the saga that had ensued.
all in 5 min.
and also to explain why we're barely friends now.
i'm sorry but i just had to do it.
since he had betrayed me.
better me than him anyway!
sighhh jolene goh.
2010 is uber messed up and i can't believe i'm still spending the first month cleaning up the mess while trying to stay strong.
it feels weird being in a predicament whereby i no longer know how i ought to treat "once-s".
how do you go from being lovers one day and strangers the next?
a plane ride and months later, a text message.
how do you go from being great friends to awkward acquaintances?
a ball game and a date that never materialised.
and so i shall just carry on as i know best -
leaning and trusting God that all these will be over soon.
that the suffering now is worth the wait in the future..
a hope.. a hope
at the end of the day,
i just need things to be told to me point blank.
my inferences have always been wrong when it comes to issues concerning me personally.
so Lord,
could you please be a little more blatant and obvious towards me?
arigato gozaimasu!