1:19 am
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
tonight has gotta be the weirdest nite of my life.
i guess i outta haf seen it coming..
but seriously - now?
like wad the worldddddddddd.
ARRGGHHSS!!!
so i told her.
and my dearest sh said, inter alia, "ur love life suddenly becomes so busy after you broke up with es. Ha. maybe God's teaching you something."
to which i replied "that i'm lovable? =D"
hahahahhahahaha.
thank you God!
but seriously,
God - i thought u were gettin me out of all of these.
i dun wanna think through my heart anymore.
i dun my heart to be tested anymore.
i gave it away and i'm still tryin to piece it all back.
so Lord.. why now?
why..
i hate feelin this..
vulnerable..
arrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhssssssssss.