7:00 am
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
i need to stop having dreams tt are just..
so.. real.
it's too much for me..
all i rmb was runnin
frantically
runnin from someone.. or thing.. i dunno but it felt like a person or ppl..
i was just really runnin desperately
and i felt like crap
i was outta breath and prayin so hard
and for some reason i was in a forest
but there weren't many trees
just moss and lichen
i kept bucklin and fallin
and finally when i just abt summoned all my strength to get up and keep runnin
he appeared.
right infront of me.
he just.. hugged me and said somethin like 'it's gonna be ok, i'm here now'
i can't really rmb wad happened next..
all i just rmb was sobbin
real bad
and that was it.
and for some reason, i woke up and found myself huggin monstar tightly..
n i was tearing.
ifeelevenmoreexhaustednow
dreamspleasegoaway