12:02 am
Friday, October 23, 2009
i dunno..
i really dunnoo..
why do u keep asking?
i know it's out of concern but i dunno..
each time i'm asked
i begin to doubt
the words that come from my mouth
out of routine or out of my heart
coz lately i'm feelin cold
and i'm enjoyin it
i was never much of a cold person
yet.
and funny how i've changed
perhaps my eyes are opened wider each day
and i see my heart in a new light
sometimes i wonder if im making myself belief so
that u know..
everything is so much better imagined
not that there isn't trust
i just really hate changes.
and once i get accustomed to something..
i find it hard to change.
perhaps i've gotten so used to it
it's become my mantra to keep myself believing
and it's not hard when the mantra is affirmed
but maybe im just tired
i am right now at this very instance
perhaps tt's why i'm feelin this way
i dun feel scared though.
i just want it to be over and done with.
bring me past my twenties please.