2:28 pm
Thursday, July 23, 2009
on one hand,
i feel pretty bummed out.
the feeling gets heavier as i stare at the figures..
or lack of it.
yet i think it just teaches me to be more prudent this coming sem.
i know God will provide..
He always does.
I trust Him for my needs.
i think i'm just trying to hard to satisfy my wants,
and that's where the frustration sets in.
greedy i am. =(
i think it's time to surrender.
you know..
pretty much..
i feel like i'm living life in reverse.
i feel like i've lapsed back to 2 years ago..
all these idle time.
and all those social stuff.
jolene has officially joined insomnia club and hates having fitful sleepless nites where she wakes feeling more exhuasted than before.
arrrgghhs.