looking back,
twenty one years have flashed past me and what can i say -

yes Lord,
you have guided my steps and i think i've led a meaningful life thus far.
i may not have maximised every moment and opportunity to lead my life to the fullest but i know that what i've done today,
who i am,
is not me,
but You alive and at work within me.

thank you Lord for placing such wonderful friends in my life,
thank You Lord! =)

dear you,
you puzzle me with how you go about collecting them,
adding them to your already growing bundle behind
knowing full well that you'll be dumping them soon
so why go thru all that you are going thru now?
adding to this tiresome burden
it aint all happy u know
and yes-
u know.
you always confound me..
and it's so strange.
because i should know u.
i see u everyday..
or i think i see u..
but u still confound me.

life is a mystery,
but it's also a wonderful mystery filled with surprises
all thanks to Him above!
look around -
how can u doubt He exists when u look at the good and look at the bad and see how even in the bad,
He is still there.
you just got to train your eyes harder.
=)