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hullo
11:05 pm
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
bother i really hate falling ill. thing is, it just creeps up on you. like an accumalation of sorts. tuesday morning i was fine. enjoying my csm coz i got to see the familiar faces i so miss since phase 1 of solead has ended. afternoon was a trip down to ops hub which really feels like mt everest, really pray that we can get ONE building for all of campus crusade asia ltd to be under. then night time i was typing away doing my work when next thing i know, my fingers got all cold and sweaty, i was perspiring even though the weather was cool, and this tremendous wave of nausea just hit me. it took all my energy just to stay glued to my laptop waiting for a precious email to come so i can clear my final work piece for the night before i hit the sack.
this morn started out fine too after i zonked out for ten whole hours.. as usual i dived into my growing work pile after my precious time alone with God. by noon, the massive headache and wave of nausea was back. the whole feeling of feeling like puking but yet not being able to despite spending precious minutes by the toilet bowl making forced puking sounds is really horrible. like hullooooo- i'm ready and waiting to puke!! just stop getting stuck midway back up my food tube and let it all out so i can feel better already! arrgghhs.
barely ate anything all day. didn't help that i had a craving for donuts, esp the oreo munchy one, which prob came about after thinking and worrying about ELM all day, even while i was asleep! been having pretty weird dreams. yet i know- worrying is like a rocking chair; you do a lotta work but it gets you nowhere. aye! and so i'm trusting my good Lord to see me through my illness and ELM despite all the many probs which seem to be surfacing now. amen.
on a brighter note: mcp's coming back! his flight got delayed twice but wells, at least he's coming home at last. =)