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9:19 am
Friday, July 20, 2007
timetime is at my disposal once more.how good that feels..in the past,there was always something ahead.hence wadeva time i had then would be spent doing anything and everything.it was like as if time was running out on me and i had to grab it and maximise it.but that was then.now,the time before me appears endless.stretching beyond the grains and hands that mark time.still,once again it seems that many activities are cropping up before me.or rather,i let them so that i dun have to think abt the endless time.for me,time's at my disposal.for them,time's getting shorter.and so i'm honoured they choose to spend it with me.=)yesterday and much of this morn has been spent resting,no thanks to this dreaded flu.but sleep has been good and greatly appreciated.i think wednesday just killed me.the adrenaline rush,the anticipation,the non-stop cheering and back&forth runnin from cedar to vj side..it was just too much for my flu wrecked body to take and so i gave in on thurs.anyway,CONGRATS to my dear juniors for holding up the name of VJC Track&Field and coming in 3rd for both divisions!!funny how it seemed like making it to top3 had been something short of a miracle at the start of the year..but God is just that awesome.this team has been greatly covered in prayer and everything just worked out according to His will in the end.Thank you Lord!and once again, CONGRATS!!!*mega hugs*but my time's running out too..and i've to make a decision quick.i wish i could join God in His realm where time's no barrier..I was just thinking..how God doesn't seem to respond quickly enough..i was looking up at the stars as i walked home and was grumbling in my head once again how singapore is just too bright with all the streetlamps choking out the stars..and then i realised that if i just cupped my hands around my eyes,i could actually see more stars,maybe not twinkling as brightly as the more evident ones,but nonetheless,stars unmistakably.so if i blocked out the distractors,i'll be able to see and hear God more clearly too.amen.and no-i do not walk around outdoors at nite with my hands cupped around my eyes all the time.but yes-i do that once in a while when i need some stars in my life.