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5:32 pm
Sunday, June 10, 2007
rushdo u ever get the rush?the rush of adrenaline?the rush for the bus?the rush against time?the rush to the loo?the rush of blood to the head from all the rushing and uncertainty?i think i'm anaemic by now.camp's coming up.everything ahead of me seems so murky.i'm the prog ic and i have the underlying fear that things will just go haywire.i'm imagining all sorts of scenarios in my head while lookin out for loopholes which for some strange reason my brain can't seem to process properly and so i can't seem to spot the loopholes but i know that they are just there somewhere.the feeling is just.. so dampening.i dun even know where to begin.i dun know where to end.all i can see are youths bored to tears or full of complaints and wanting to whack me with water bombs for the horridness of it all.arrrrrrrrgh.i need a shield.the verse abt not worrying abt tmr keeps popping up.but at this rate,the worry is lying embedded in the frontal portion of my mind.so the rush begins.or has it already started?