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10:53 pm
Monday, May 07, 2007
tiredi've barely slept.the weather is horrid.humid.bleahh.we started out with such ideals.idealists we were.had a real good chat with jing today and i'm surprised she may not be in the teaching profession,or at least it won't be the only profession she'll be in if she doesn't get the scholarship coz she'll wanna try a job related to what she'll be majoring in first before she teaches.woah.for me i've always had my heart set on teaching.it didn't come about because 'i have no where to go'.as it seems to be the case for some.looking back i realise i always do something in relation to what i loathe.like i loathe kids.yet i'm teaching them.i loathe running.yet i was in track for 6 years.ok actually i love running,so long as it doesn't exceed 80m.so why do i still do the things i loathe?responsibility and a sense of duty.somehow,it always comes to the point where i can't quit.like when i was contemplating quitting track and then i became capt.sense of responisibility and duty.or when i really wanted to teach but nowhere nearby had a vancancy except the primary school.sense of responsibility and duty.God's just that marvellous.albeit with a brilliant sense of humour.haha.so i think-does the next 6 months of the year look like it'll be one filled with screaming kids and overwork?well i've come to love the kids actually.when i just recall the amusing or adorable acts..it just tickles me.haha.like peewee boy.or zipper boy who looks like a bear.haha.kids sure say the darnest things sometimes.now,what else do i loathe?rite- animals.i doubt i'll be liking them anytime soon.i had been cultivating some feelings of liking and showing civility towards the cute canines in my estate,however,this feline which zipped across my path from under a car today andlicking my uncovered slipper clad footin the process with its filthy-prob-rabies-infected tongue has caused my great loathing for all things furry to re-surface.darn cat.BUT it doesn't mean i do not like furry or cute soft toys.to clarify firstly-i'm not the sort of gal who goes oooooooooohhhhhhh sooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeee over every fluffy stuffed creature no matter how pi-ugly it is in overpriced shops.rarely do i find a soft toy that i actually like.the only one i've ever bought for myself is my ever lovable chink.yes-chink, the chinese chick.that's the name i gave it.and which has catapulted it to great fame among my 4/O class back in cedar.hahaha.it has endeared itself to many of my best pals,especially my dearest apu queen navleen.i first saw chink at action city 4 years ago.then, he was one of many other chinks.i fell in love with him at first sight.it was one of the first few soft toys to capture my attention.yet-i was not willing to fork out money just to buy a soft toy.soft toys are random gifts given to pals.so i didn't buy it then.everytime we headed to town,i would unfailingly zip to action city to steal a glance at chink.until one day,chink was the only one left on the shelf.horror!i wanted it.it was absolutely adorable!so i the end,i parted ways with my money to enter into an adventurous relationship with chink.he has travelled the world with me..from west k to hongkong to shenzhen.prob to korea in june too.he's taking a break on my pillow now.he has pride of place next to my head each nite=)
ilovechinkthen i saw yellowmonstar a few weeks ago.
and i fell in love again.i could have fallen asleep while cuddling it.it's just so nice to hug.i saw it on fri again when i was with jan and su and i couldn't keep my hands off it.and so now i'm thinking-should i get it too?oh dear.i'm being kidified.my bed's turning into some yellow softtoy paradise with duckie from james and mr crabbs from my mum [she gave it to me during my prelims before she went to korea to remind me that she's watching me so i better be revising.ha.]hmmmmm.raaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhsssssssss.the stars are diamonds tonight=)Wind me upput me downstart me off and watch me goI'll be running circles around you sooner than you knowA little off center and i'm out of tunejust kickin this can along the avenueBut i'm alright