mixed blessings
this morn i lost my hp.
i left it in the pe store room as i was testing out this hopping drill i had in mind for trng later so i had to empty my pockets.
an honest boy returned it to the office.
the staff didn't pick up my call using sean's hp coz they prob thought it belonged to a student since ermx..
my wallpaper's spongebob and my screensaver's naruto.
hee.
now i'm trying to hunt tt boy down to thank him.
a good deed indeed.
ilovekids.

just a few hours ago,
i drew $50 to pay my mum for the 2 months hp bill i had incurred.
within minutes,it fell out of my pocket with ignorant me walking ahead unknowingly.
so i had blessed someone else.
at my expense.
sigh.
trying to look on the bright side here-
good news: my kind mum's cleaned my slate of debt.
not-so-good news: i'm a needy in need of money too.
boo.


i feel utterly completely drained.
the last few weeks,i've been having ppl come up to tell me i'm overworked as a relief.
yesterday, an educational therapist from moe whom i was having consultation with due to the 'special unique' kids in my class told me
'this is not the role of a relief teacher!u're doing more than what a relief teacher should do!'
thanks.
please tell that to the p.


so i slog on.
and my lip sores are back.
i need a break.
but i can't afford to lose my pathetic $65 a day pay that does little to justify the 7-10 hours of work i put in along with the emotional output and tremendous strenous energy and shouting voice required.

bleahh.
get me outta here.