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hullo
there she goes..
i hate goodbyes.
i really really really really really really really really really really really really hate
goodbyes.
and yet some are an inevitable part of our lives.
i was gonna dedicate this entry to her.
she who has been such a significant part of my life especially in the past year.
but i just can't.
the tears i held back when she first told me are supposed to be flowing now.
but i'm such an ass when it comes to crying.
coz i just can't.
i feel uber .. sad now.
and yet i can't seem to get it out of me.
it's like they are permanently dammed up behind the eyes.
when jes said it's a blessing to be able to cry..
i wish i could have that blessing now.
it's tough to look on,smile and wish her all the best even if i truly do give her my bestest blessings.
it's tough when u still have a retreat ahead and have to lead another one the next day and still maintain that 'oh yeah it's time for retreat' expression and hyped up emotions.
not that it was that tough since faithful-nest truly have been a great source of encouragement and pillar of support even if they do not know it.
but..
a thousand faces.
facades.
and doldrums.
layout: Littledresss
Codings: detonatedlove
Edits: little-missdumb
icar
reformedmango fanatic
desiree duck
stefie
daniel loon
duane
the great cell leader PEACE!
the HAIRy kai
hullo
6:15 pm
Sunday, January 28, 2007
there she goes..i hate goodbyes.
i really really really really really really really really really really really really hate
goodbyes.
and yet some are an inevitable part of our lives.
i was gonna dedicate this entry to her.
she who has been such a significant part of my life especially in the past year.
but i just can't.
the tears i held back when she first told me are supposed to be flowing now.
but i'm such an ass when it comes to crying.
coz i just can't.
i feel uber .. sad now.
and yet i can't seem to get it out of me.
it's like they are permanently dammed up behind the eyes.
when jes said it's a blessing to be able to cry..
i wish i could have that blessing now.
it's tough to look on,smile and wish her all the best even if i truly do give her my bestest blessings.
it's tough when u still have a retreat ahead and have to lead another one the next day and still maintain that 'oh yeah it's time for retreat' expression and hyped up emotions.
not that it was that tough since faithful-nest truly have been a great source of encouragement and pillar of support even if they do not know it.
but..
a thousand faces.
facades.
and doldrums.
layout: Littledresss
Codings: detonatedlove
Edits: little-missdumb
icar
reformed
desiree duck
stefie
daniel loon
duane
the great cell leader PEACE!
the HAIRy kai
j.low
helen
tiang
bter
jenn
yux
malina
apu queen
kki
corrie
shivali
yenn weii [ccp member]
joshua [CCP chairman!]