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12:46 am
Monday, January 15, 2007
the nite's cool..it's time for nice melancholic thoughts to suit the mood..the atmosphere..jade's jazz tune is pretty perfect now..was just thinkin abt wad dan wrote..the whole if a guy sends u home and asks u out for a drink thing..that may leave the gal with a misconstrued perception that the guy has a liking towards you..when really, he's just asking you out as a friend.and then there's also the part of when he does actually like you..hmmm.but wad abt the gal's point of view?it's not just gals who are misled really..in this world where actions speak so much louder than words,sometimes u just feel like every step,every action has to be calculated.ain't it kinda contrived then?can't u just be urself without having to think abt the reactions of others??sheesh.i dunno.maybe coz i dun care.i'm just me.we just chill.and that's it.no more thoughts wadsoeva.it's so much easier when u just think abt it now as just being friends.everything becomes simplified really.no more of those heart thumping brain numbing speechless moments.i dun get it really-why can't we just be friends?full stop.just go out.chill.enjoy the company.without the thoughts a-wondering.i just want a life.no inhibitions.i just wanna be able to go out with you without wondering if u're thinking too much.and that's it.really.if u ain't one of those,you shouldn't be a part of my life.i dun wanna hurt you at all.especially if i didn't even know i just did..sighh.and suddenly cars become so impt.ha.it's beyond tt.