'Jolene, do you feel overwhelmed?
like as if the weight of the world is on ur shoulders?
and no matter how hard you shake,
you just can't shake it off?'

YES!
why do i feel this way?
why do i feel like if i mess this whole thing up,
their futures will be gone..
that their foundation in mathematics will be one of sand..
when the sea comes in,
the sand will simply wash out..
whyy?

'Because you did not leave them with me.
Trust in me, Jolene,
simply-
trust in me.'

yes Lord,
thank you..=)

Commit to the Lord whatever you do,
and your plans will succeed.
Proverbs 16:3



i've got another 3 days left of my short teaching stint in cedar.
and i'm absolutely pressed for time.
i really feel sorry for joella now..
6 mths.
omg.
i've got 3 assignments to mark by friday and i dun want to just put ticks,marks and nothing else.
but the thing is,giving corrective criticism is taking up loads of time as well.
so everything is really time consuming.
today was a rather dismal day once again.
i had to rush thru maths with 1N once more cocz the admin work took up too much time.
will there ever be an end to all tt admin stuff?!!
ARRRRRRGH.
then i went to change for my pe class which was 2M and they stood me up.
i can't believe it.
i totally didn't expect it.
i was so lookin forward to doing the usual with them and meeting new ppl and this happens.
they were having health check up and they didn't bother to inform me at all.
i was so miffed tt i stormed up to where they were having health check up and gave them a mini tongue lashing abt basic courtesy and manners.
i felt rather terrible after that though,
and i was tellin ms leong abt it and she was like 'good!you must be fierce with them!'
*faints*
doesn't make my conscience feel any better though..

boo.
and it just kept raining today.






arrrrrrrrrrrgh i feel really stressed and sad now.
must there really be this rite of passage?
=(