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7:49 pm
Monday, October 09, 2006
today was such a disappointing day.it started off promisingly with me labouring on with the lit book i've been stuck on since 2 weeks ago.snail's pace i'm at.but at least i'm trying.but getting back the lit essay i had pinned all hopes on totally dashed wadever little hope i had still been clinging on to.i got a measly 28/50.conclusion: my lit just sucks.it was so..discouraging.so much for having a promising start to the week.arrrrrrrrgh.feelin extremely discouraged here.i know i really need to push myself..but it's just the feeling of..helplessness coupled with futility.fer wad?i need someone to prod me with a rod.go ahead and poke.i was just dying to get out of school by the end of the day.it was just..overwhelming.the whole feeling..it was too much.was in the canteen when i spotted a familiar bunch of ppl warming up in the familiar area as usual..or wad was once as usual to me.my instantaneous reaction was to go over immediately.but i knew if i did so,it would be 83147658346 years before i leave.i really miss them loads.loadsloadsloads.it's hard.but it's time to tear myself away..funny how tear [rip] and tear [cry] are spelt the same.yet string it in a sentence and they can compliment each other.albeit heartwrenchingly..oh dear bud