i'm sufferin terribly here.
nothin is being retained in my head and i'm gettin totally stressed once again.
i hate it when i'm stressed.
coz i can't help but let it get to me.
the molecules just permeate into my inner being and flows through my blood,
wreckin my nervous system and messing up my head.
bleahhhhh.
and worse- the people around me will have to suffer when they end up being on the short end though i really do try to keep my horrid temper under control.
arrrrrrrgh.
sorry dearies! =/

the track team is really bigger.
even if the throwers [namely aaron,walter&part-time kenn] had joined us last year,it still would not have exceeded 10.
haha.
promising promising.
but then again,i hope probs do not rise though i know it's inevitable sometimes.
i mean- compare and contrast how such a mega country like USA and mini dot like Singapore differ vastly in terms of governance and law enforcement.
ok human geog.
i haven't even blown the dust off it yet.
bahhhhhhh.
*pulls hair*


i think i'm turning into a psychopath.
i think some ppl around me have already attained that level.
we arts ppl were relegated to having our lit feedback lec at the tsd day studio instead of the lt ava.
when we were outside the door,
vernie was speaking dramatically in a loud tone asking rhetorical questions about why in the world had we to choose the day studio?
why couldn't we have sat out in the soccer field instead which was so much bigger??
OMG.
i could have died.
of embarrassment.
she ain't cedarian.
i just rolled my eyes and i wasn't the only one.
i wanted to say something like
hmmm..maybe coz the midday sun is nicely overhead and we're gonna get intoxicated from the PSI 77 haze?!!
sighhh.

then just as i thought i was done with oddies,
i reached home to discover my neighbour had already half assembled a christmas tree in his garden.
now there's nothing odd about assembling a christmas tree this early in the season even if it's only about 2 months away from christmas.
u see- my neighbour's indian.
and they had this coconut husk ornament with some weird suspiciously voodoo looking signs painted on it.
and the husk strangely faced my house.
mind you, i'm not being racist here.
they just never struck me as being vaguely christian folks.
so somehow the image of my indian neighbours with potential voodoo tendencies and christmas trees just dun go together.
this day has been filled with absolutely queer ppl.
psychopaths




and mr yongjennhaur.
stop being so ..
cryptic.
i dun get ur weird msgs of weird dashes and equal signs and wad not.
i'm rather daft u know.
u gotta be more.. frank and outright with me la.
i'm expecting something blatant from u soon..
*winks*
SOON.
meanwhile..FOCUS AND MUG HARD!!!
the eyes are always watchin.
*mega grins*