today i had a dream.
i dreamt i did a sayuri.
in my dream,as i was walking out of my house enroute to grocery shopping,i spotted this lil boy and his kid sister walking with their maid.
typical scene.
but what caught my attention and flamed my anger was to see the boy shove his sister to one side as he overtook her on his bicycle.
HULLO?!!!!
so much for gentlemanliness!!!omg.
i was stunned.
i was indignant.
i was infuriated.
that lil monster.
and so when that brat whizzed past me,i shot him such a you-better-go-and-apologise-to-ur-defenceless-sis-or-else look that he wobbled unsteadily on his mini two wheeler, a la sayuri in her coming of a geisha scene (Memoirs of a Geisha).it was like as if my eyes had exuded some sort of immense power that had swept him off balance and he could only return my killer stare with a pitiful surrendering look.
oh what a sweet dream it was.

anyway,i was quite inspired by that dream that i decided to do some..
grocery shopping.
[note to huajia: God didn't make a commandment that states we have to go grocery shopping with company.solitude is good.*winks*]
and so i hopped on bus 64 and that was my first step back into society today.
woohoo!
it felt strange to be in the company of many ppl again.bahhh.cooping oneself up at home is really terrible.i think i've gotten a horrid pallor now.bleahhhh.
seriously lackin in vit D.
need to eat more sunkist.
so anyway,i plugged into me radio and plugged out from the world.
until i bumped into huajia who didn't believe that
1) i was doing grocery shopping.
2) alone.
like -_-"""
i'm never alone- God's with me!=D

if not for the empty fridge and this growling stomach,i would prob have remained at home eternally till fri nite.haha.but wells,i bought grapes and biscuits and sushi.and that is my dinner,supper and breakfast in reverse order.
then i decided to treat myself and decided i'll go for the starbucks java chip grande [medium] size until i actually saw the price - $7!!!!!!!!!! and nearly suffered a cardiac arrest.omg.i thought it was $6.50!so i meekly succumbed to the economic powers at work and ordered my usual $6 tall [small] size.=(
drinkin one cup of java chip = dinner+breakfast

people in africa are starving.
people in america are gorging themselves.
and i'm in neither country.

today has been fairly productive i suppose.
did a mindmap on half the deserts syllabus.after a while i just kinda stoned off and felt like one of the pebbles of a reg landscape,waiting for the ferocious constant winds to blow off my surrounding grain particle friends in a process called saltation and smashing them against other larger rocks a la abrasion style and wearing the defenceless rock down till what remains is a ventifact or on a large scale would be yardang or zeugen.
now now-how much upon 9marks would i get for such a narrative answer?haha.
did housework in the first half of the day.
couldn't help it.
i woke up and rmb my mum was coming home in 36 hours.
*scary music sound effect*
hence i faster wash the clothes..tidied up the house..cleared the bins..
tmr the house is gonna be perfect.=)

i think my neighbours wanna murder me.
u see,i'm blessed with a wonderful neighbour's dog called nanthini who never barks.
like seriously.
which is good.but lately she's been taking to barking at like 2/3am in the morning.and when she does so,i just wanna grab the nearest weapon [aka table lamp] and creep downstairs to see if some potential robber is climbing over my gates.
hey,it's freaky to stay alone ok!
call me paranoid but it doesn't take an idiot to figure out that the parents aren't at home when the car has been parked outside for days and this reclusive inhabitant hardly ventures out beyond collecting newspapers and letters.
but i just place my faith in my heavenly Father to protect me and this house and mentally channel all powers towards nanthini asking her to quit it so i can sleep in peace.
think she's prob barking at the cats.
mating season now.
and my house is like some cat mating grounds.irksome horny cats.
anyway,so back to why my neighbours might wanna kill me.
no-not cause i've poisoned their dog. [not likely in the near future either]
more like coz the house is so quiet i just blast my room radio to earthquake causing decibels.
i think if i step out of my house i would se bazookas pointed in my face.
i hate noise.but i can't help it!the house is too quiet,i need to hear some human voice.anyway it's only for like wad..half an hour?haha.

oh wells.
3 days..





it takes a minute to find someone special
an hour to appreciate them
a day to love them
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone