have u ever felt uber dumb before in ur whole life?
like really really really really dumb to the pits?
i felt that an hour ago.
see..
after last week's idol results show,they played this song as they watched paul twohill's farewell video and i barely got a few lines of the song but i was so bent on finding out tt song coz somehow,it strangely tugged at my heart strings.thing was- i couldn't recall the song.
like seriously, no matter wad i did,i just couldn't recall the tune or the lyrics again.
the past week,i've been craving for Home by Buble and been listening to it non stop.
today,as i watched the results [jasmine's FINALLY out], i was ready to dig out my gun when i realised the song was none other than - Buble's Home.
omg.
super dumb.

then there's been the prelims this past week that has made me feel i'm such a dumb kiddo in the midst of all the brains surrounding me.
look front,back,left,right but centre [mua] and i see brains,not humans,just brains.

brains.

anyway,i need to hire a massuer to massage me hands after each paper.
i've covered sheet after sheet after sheet of paper [i wonder if it's recycled] with my beautiful handwriting that i feel completely drained and absolutely spent physically and mentally after each paper.
it's really terrible.
i feel like i'm making up for the lack of writing i've done for the entire past year.
i don't think i've written as much in this past year as i have in the last 3 days.
but these prelims have taught me 2 very important lessons:
1) you gotta be super uber smart.
2) dun think, just vomit.
seriously.
there ain't any time to think.
you go into the hall,flip open the page,cast a mere glance at the question and just simply start vomitting everything you know,you think you know,and feel on just tt bare sheet of lines awaiting the gracing of your precious words.
pause a moment [even for a milimilimili second] and you find you've lost 15 min worth of crucial writing time.
that's the arts for you.

now now where's my massuer?

decided it's time for me to unwind a lil after all that high tension/stress the past few days,besides..tmr's just lit unseen and NO MATHS for me!!! [HAH! to ben]
so i scooted off to candy empire with james after econs.
they changed the bus 36 route!!!
all the guards around make you feel like it's a prison.
i was wondering wad millenia walk would be like during this season of IMF [I M Finished] since on normal days,business is rather quiet;with all the reports about lacklustre business in once buzzing suntec,i wondered if mw would suffer a worse fate.turns out it seemed more alive than usual!!was quite stunned.
but anyway,candy empire was our destination and OMG..i just loveeeeeee the place to bits.
seriously.just drown me there la.i dun mind growing fat if i could just die happie chomping all those candy.of coz james just had to burst my bubble with the cruel effects of reality.
-wadeva-
but i got wad i needed and wad i wanted to and we were off.
time flies like an arrow.
hahahahahahahaha.


ohhh met amelia on the way to vj.
sighh..reminded me of those days when i was choosing jcs.haha.
oh wells.
i'm glad she chose rj over hci la,seriously,the guys there do not impress me at all.
they have such bad sportsmanship and are ultra touchy sensitive [think sec3/4].of coz i say this in reference to only a select few so i'm just generalising here.no offence to all hci guys who think of urself as the epitome of male gentlemanly etiquette.
i guess it was like as the chinese saying goes 'yi chang huan xi, yi chang kong' when she was considering vj and then changed her mind.i never expected her to even consider vj so.. oh wells..all hopes dashed now.
still..i hope her worst fears dun come true in rjc!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeJ is the jc of funnnnnnn!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

ok i'm going psycho here.
in bad need of sleep.
shall go munch me candy now.

i need moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!