there seems to be this clock in me that is moving at a speed like as if there is no tmr...but how do we know if a tmr awaits us?this certainty that consciousness follows slumber?

i dunno...my camera's been real handy.been capturing snapshots of life here and there...life around me.real interesting to see such moments frozen before u..can't wait to print those photos.the thing is...i need to save some $$ to develop them first.
sighh...oh dreadful wait.


xc finals today...huajia did a supa fascinating card la!it's sooooooo cute.shucks,i should have taken a pic of it.anyway,she managed to draw this brilliant motif of 'JC' and 'X',mashing them together to look like an artistically drawn X.goodness.the minds of such artistic genius i can never fathom.
the gals got 4th and the guys 3rd.i guess i kinda thought the gals would get 3rd and the guys at least a 2nd,if not 1st.but wells,things dun always go to plan.and acjc were simply brilliant today,gotta admit that.still...sometimes i just wished we got what we deserved...but if we all do,then maybe the winners did deserve it more than us...
nonetheless,i'm still proud of the vj xc team;the effort,sweat and tears they put in...i've simply never know such magnitude of its kind anywhere else.
WELL DONE GUYS & GALS!!!
*two thumbs up*


the past 2 days of trng have been...slack.ok i finally ran 120m on monday.like ONCE.from 3 times,mtan cut down to 1.haiz...i agree with huajia...it's not that i doubt mtan,it's just that,sometimes i feel trng is really really slack.just totally different from cedar.i dun think i can improve much at this rate,but my nat jnr timing just seem to show otherwise since i can still hit my sec 4 form,then i suppose his trng does help in a subtle way after all.the thing is-i really really do wanna go beyond my sec 4 form!!but i dunno if that's possible now at this rate.still...although a part of me wishes trng could be heavier,yet the major part of me doesn't want trng to go beyond this current semi-slack status.oh wells...jolene jolene jolene.
sighh.
tuesday was interesting.didn't go to school and spent my whole day rolling about in bed.until i had a splitting headache.this is what i get from sleepin too much.haiz.anyway,when i reached,j.low asked me to go to T35...obviously i knew they were up to something.it was supposed to be somewhat like helen's 'mini performance' by amir and salman last year,except,this year's had the honour of shawn gracing it.shan't go into explicit details or put the pics up to protect his 'modesty' *coughs coughs* but ya,those in the know will know what i'm talking about.maybe it's an april birthday thing.ahaha.anyway,although standards contrasted vastly from last year's,i still really really really appreciated it.THANKS J.LOW!!!although,no offence to shawn,i dun wish to see it again.or i'll really suffer from a heart attack or collapse from laughing too much.hahahahahah.
yes-it was hilarious.




ooh i FINALLY MET JANICE TODAY!!!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
sooooo uber happieeeeeeeeeeeee la!!!hahahaha.

love ya chaota babe!!! =D

had dinner at some nice comfy german restaurant along sixth avenue.the food's uber filling but yummy!!ended off with ice cream at where else but -venezia-
ohhh yummy yummy yummy!!=)








let this all be a dream that never ends
and i'll willingly fall into eternal slumber...
=)