met up with jing in the morning...real good talking to her and just catching up.pity though that the park we had intended to meet in was under renovation.so we had to stand around under a tree while pesky shade-seeking flies swarmed around our fragrant feet.she baked bread for me!!!real yummilicious!!!she's always so special-ppl give cakes and she gives me home made bread with love.
*smiles*



somehow...i can never bring myself to be fierce towards my gals.in a way,i am very lovingly protective towards them.all negative comments about them really do grate on me and instant fury always fills me...but that fury is always replaced by guilt in no time...somehow,i just feel that the way they are is partially due to me being too soft on them.and it pains me,like on one hand i see that they are not really turning out the way i would have loved for them to be,yet i am not really doing anything about it.the thing is...i just dunno wad i can do!or how i should go about doing anything neccessary without hurting them.at the end of the day,i never fail to turn to God,coz i know that HE is the one in control and only He can change them,for the better.
my prayer for them is always the same-that they'll grow up into Godly women,women after God's heart,who loves Him and spreads His love to those around them,even the unlovable.
i know God is faithful,and i know He does things in His own way in His own time.
i cannot protect them forever can i?
and so i'm really really proud of my gals today coz they did change for the better and i had a glowing feedback about them.shows that they can be teachable and mouldable.but i pray that this is not just a one day thing,coz even if they feel that they are not truly being who they really are,but are instead forced to be a different person just so they can please ppl,in a sense it should be taken as a learning lesson on how to lead life and not see it as a torture.God moulds us in different ways,the process can be tedious and torturous,but at the end,God only does wad He does because He loves us,and He only wants us to be the best ppl we can be for Him.so embrace such painful lessons with joy alright?=)

proud of each and every one of u lovely gals! =D

and of coz,sweet rubez celebrated her birthday with us today.hope it was a pleasant surprise and she better love the card i had to sacrifice my afternoon nap for in making it!haha.

*the sweet owner of a shining smile*





when all that fills my mind
become dreams...
when all that takes my time
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