there are just some days in which i cringe,mentally slap my mouth and just wish i could dig the deepest hole ever and bury myself in it.heck even if i end up fallin thru the earth!as long as i just get away from where i currently am.
but as usual my escapist instincts fail me.
shucks.

but it's PAST.


anyway,dun u think it's a bloomin hot day?!!bah!
irksome heat.

smu's open house has indeed opened my eyes.though some may say 'hey aren't u like one year too early?' but i feel more hopeful now...like previously i thought if i dun make it to nus arts fac,then that's it,and off to nie i would go.but now,i feel quite certain that if by any chance i really dun get into nus,then at least i can still try for smu coz there are courses there that will appeal to me.gettin in though,is of coz another thing.
but hope-yes,there is that mere presence of it.
smu is kinda like vj...dunno la,just got a similar,but not the same,kinda vibe.sher and i didn't even go for any of the talks la!though we did managed to catch the numerous performances of anorexic gals shimmying their hot bodies about and agile guys-who-dun-actually-look-gay dancing salsa.saw quite a couple of vj ppl too.
point proven?haha.
anyway,after ying checked out the place,we headed off to a heartily healthy lunch at subway.haven't had that for looooooong!!!*mega watt contented smile* then at my slight persuasion,ying decided to abandon her nus open house plans and it was her turn to coerce me into a shoppin trip with her.so much for checkin out our future.hah!
we went to marina square since raffles city was such a bore,and ying just went bonkers.flittin from topshop to miss selfridge to mango and zara like a zealous butterly with a tired caterpillar
attached by a thread in tow,the joys of shoppin simply overpowered all senses of self-control within her.but shoppin with her is so fun and hilarious la!one moment she's complainin about her big hips,the next she's complainin to a stunned zara salesgal with a wadda-heck look about how come the smallest S size skirt is still too big for her.HAHA.big ass indeed.



i think ms yu's secret agenda is to kill us slowly...seriously.the past 2 gym sessions for the jumpers have been absolutely a test more of the mind than the physique,but also that as well.after each trng,i simply feel like bursting into a song of 'I'M A SURVIVOR! I'M GONNA MAKE IT!!'
i mean,do u know how TIRING it is to jump over 5 sets of hurdles 12 times with only 1 short break in between?and it's so UNFAIR too coz 1.7++m daryl jumps over the same hurdle height as me!!like shouldn't there be some 20cm diff?!!anyway,i made it and i'm glad tt i kinda got the rhythm right this time coz the other trngs when we did this,i just couldn't jump consecutively.tanyh even commended me too!haha.
of coz all hopes of a lighter schedule dissipated when ms yu gaily pronounced 'ok!let's go do gym now.'
we all flopped like fishes on the deck.
wad use to be 2 hour gym sessions have extended to 3 hours.we only managed to crawl outta the gym at 12 noon when ms yu finally left and after ben's hilarious 'HOW TO PROTECT UR BALLS during ur pole vault jump' demonstration.goodness.ben never fails to crack us up with his comical antics!oh well...liberty never felt this good!!haiz...i better improve after all this workout.
lunch was at BANQUET no thanks to SOME HALAL FOODIES!!haha...been long since we ate there though.and it really is more ex then downstairs.hopefully i dun burn out on cash by the end of the week...



i am sooooooo lookin forward to tmr!!may God bless us with great fun and beautiful sun!!
*smiles*