been real absent minded.
took a bath in 2 min and was wondering how come i bathed so fast when i realised that's coz i forgot to use my soap and conditioner after i shampooed my hair.terrible...too many thoughts running thru my head i guess...
u know how u get bogged down by so many probs running thru ur head at the same time with no where and no one to turn to?just wanna let it all out but u can't?then it just gets all stocked up and compressed and the song 'UNDER PRESSURE' just screams at u.
obviously my 'stress-relieving' lavender lux spa soap has failed to take effect.



just hung up the phone.
it's tragic that what i've tried to do for the track team just seems to be...not effective.i felt like crap last year as a new person in track and i really didn't want the same thing that happened to me to happen to my juniors now.but yet...it seems that all my efforts have failed.i really do try and talk to everyone,like communication is just vital in sustaining a team.dun want any splits here and there.but sighh...it all seems futile now.
why do i keep tryin and tryin and tryin only to have it thrown back in my face and at my back?



u know what they say about clowns?
the smiles painted on their faces are mere facades,
hiding the sorrow beneath.
it's time to don my US$50 clown outfit once again...