11:03 pm
Thursday, February 09, 2006
i really feel that going around school now just seems to be one loong organised dance..repeated week after week.this movement from class to canteen to lecture hall..fluid...just fluid.feelin totally drained of energy now.trng really saps me.
was walkin home,listening to yellow once again..really love how tt song just...calms me down.pity i still can't play it on the guitar.like i dun even know how to place my fingers for the chords.saddd man.have never heard it live on guitar...sighh...would that day ever come??*wonders*
the results are coming out tmr and i wonder for my juniors.yes-wonder.not worry.spent one of my breaks this morn prayin with suihui,ben n bernice.prayed for the team-xc & track and field,for those injured,for the potential appeals,for the results.went to discuss with mr mtan after tt abt those tt might need to appeal and ended up prayin with him too.haha.God has taught me much this morning...
for His glory,and only for Him!
oh wells,everything is in His hands now...
trng is much better for me now though the coaches dun let me do wad i would love to do coz they worry abt my hamstring.it's much better already!except i can't do launches tt's all.oh wells...shall continue waiting..and praying.=)
oooh and i saw 2 rainbows while doing fartleg today!!God's promise..His covenant.=)promising sign??haha.talked to tanyh after trng too.daryl was like 'you DARE talk to him like that ah?!!' haha.wells.i had to state the blatant truth wad.coz as usual tan brought up comparisons with his soccer guys and tt they are disciplined coz they 'fear' him and i immediately said 'not all of them'.to which he was like '-__-,ok.99% of them'.then i retorted 'ya not like all of them are here for trng anyway'.then he just gave me tt -__- face before going back into the pe dept.i mean like hello?!!JM was noticably missing from the 3x400m [i think] trng.bleahh.soccer guys and soccer gals are different la.can't he see that?!!haiz.OH today something funny happened before trng.had like this gigantic brown teddy all wrapped up in transparent wrapping with hearts print on it and it was behind j.low and i.so when ben and bernice came and they saw it,they were like *_*'whose is it?!!' since i was comfortably sprawled on the desk after giving up on econs,j.low answered and said tt it was mine after her 'it's for me![herself]' failed to convince them.haha.interestingly enough they believed.and THEN the GUESSING begin.coz i said can't let ben know,they immediately guess it's from a tracker.[OMG.] and when j.ow asked them to guess,they both guessed at the same time tt it was DARYL TAN.OOOOMMMMMMMMGGGGG!!!!!!!!!WAD IN THE WORLD?!!!tt kiamkana would NEVER splurge on so much [i presume it ain't cheap] la!but i was quite stunned.both 2nd guesses were shawn.hah.even jenn guess the same guesses..omg.the horror!*shudders*
oh wells..at least few know who the teddy came from.HAH.
headed up to the igloo after tt and daryl offered me a dart.-__-""i can so throw one la!
and so can daryl,ben and joel who spent a majority of their time plucking the darts outta ANYWHERE but the dart board!haha.daryl even broke one dart after he smashed it into the window.at least tt didn't shatter!!ahaha.but it was quite funny seeing them throw without assasinating any of the poor unsuspecting ppl playing pool.HAH.
oh wells,time to knock out.*BISH*oh hopeful day!