the day started out on a promising note since i managed to catch up a lil bit with ying,sher,josey and ryan.but then everything just went downhill from there when a bout of sinus hit me and i started tearing like mad and my nose was just abt to be blown off my face.so i called my dad and he came to pick me up.phew!i love me dad!didn't even attend a single lesson today la!bleah.then had to come back for track meeting.

hmmm...sometimes i wonder if being a captain means tt daryl n i are on equal footing.or is it in the chauvinistic world of leadership whereby female leaders only exist to provide the theoretical balance in gender 'equalism'.somehow...i always feel sidelined by mtan coz he usually tells daryl everything.like...daryl is more of the capt and i'm his assistant.which i actually dun mind coz at least the responsibility is greatly reduced.and it's nice to see daryl taking such great efforts in leading the team.like finally...i can just step back and see the whole pic instead of being a part of it.not like i'm taking efforts to be a part of the pic in mtan's pt of view.quite contented actually to not be treated as a capt,just tt i'm feeling kinda guilty for not making greater efforts in building the gals team up.sigh...

trng today was good though.finally started on relays!woohoo!we trained with a newspaper baton most of the time.haha.so funny la!but i felt quite good.the only cheese off factor is tt my jumps coach is gonna change.again.prob to ms yu.nothing wrong with her,just that i dun think it's good to keep on changing coaches.sigh.TANG!!!!ARRRGH.

oooh and j.low gave me my super belated christmas present today!!haha THANKS J.LOW!!!! =D the nail art is uber cool la!was running outta ideas abt wad to do with my nails,sitting on my fingers looking so plain.i could prac feel them calling out to me,begging me to splash a hint of colour on them.ahhh...now i can fully utilise her nail art!teeehee!=) and the praying angel figurine is so cute.can match daryl's present.haha.oh wells,hope she liked the 1000 piece winnie the pooh jigsaw i painstakingly pieced together over the course of a week,whereby i sacrificed many precious hours of sleep fixing it till the wee hours of the morn despite having training the next day.haha.but i was super proud of myself when it was finally completed la!tot it would never get done.my dad helped ALOT too!!wheehee!=)




when truth strikes and u step out and look in
u realise how everything looks so different
how u have been so...
wrong...
all along.
and then u bite ur lip
and tell urself that really,
everything will be fine.
hopefully.

sometimes i thought i knew how i felt
and then u came along and thwarted everything
sometimes i wished something more had happened
sometimes i wished it had all never begun
but all i can do is wish
and
forget.