shagged.
that's the only word i can think of to describe meself now.

morning started out 'great' with me waking up feeling all vommitty from my great lack of sleep.the thought of tang not even being there and the possibility of having to do dreaded endurance with mtan was exceptionally daunting as well and i really wanted to tumble back into bed with a panadol and just msg daryl to tell him i'm not well enough to train.but mr tang's 'commitment' words rang in my head and i dragged myself to school.felt like a zombie walking in.at least the nap on the bus did wonders.

tan called daryl to ask him abt mtan and trng.like wadda?!!hod checkin up on coach?!where's the sense of trust?!!not a good day today too coz tang wasn't there and mtan was later than usual and tan was prowling arnd.freak.daryl was uber pissed when i told him abt tang.neva saw him like tt before.'if i succeed next year it will be NO thanks to tang'...before he stormed off.
sigh.track can be exceptionally daunting sometimes....
but mtan was great!he coached us in jumps instead of endurance today since all who turned up were jumpers except for alan.not like there were many of us anyway...5.
my legs are supa jelly now,mtan is a great coach!=)

went to mel's house to prepare for farewell...and then i headed straight to church for drama rehearsal and only got back at like 10+++

shagged.
this has been such a great day...