12:33 pm
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
today can only be described in 3 E's.Embarrassing.Excruciating.Exhausting.let's see...
at the start of my day,feli told me tt chi was combined lecture in lt4.then meredith said it was at lt2.since meredith's my classmate,obviously i trust her more rite?! so confident me rushed to lt2 coz we were running very late n without bothering to peer through the peep hole, i burst open the door with great urgency half expecting my teacher to give me a murderous glare...only to see xtina tan looking straight at me.caught me offguard la! i was like wondering wad in the world is she doing at a chi lec...then i realised tt the lt was quite full for a chi lec n as my eyes scanned the green chairs...i saw tt irritating smirkish face of es grinning away.THAT was when i realised i was at the wrong lec.oh man.my face just fell to the floor.wanted to bury myself 12000 feet under la!!!!oh man.utter humilation.
but tt was not all...at the library there,coz like the walkway has the railings on one side n the row of lockers on the other.so i saw j.low leaning on the railings looking at me so i did my *pouty kiss kiss* smile to her.and THEN,unbeknownst to me,haowei had been walking along the lockers towards me n at that precise moment, his hand waved in my face.OMG.this time i just wanted to jump off the 2nd storey la!!!he gave me this bewildered look n i had to run after him a lil to tell him i wasn't doing to him n he gave me this errrrr ok look with an 'i know' answer.waaaaaaah.i could have just stabbed myself there and then la.
utter total embarrassment.following chinese was pw.oh man.we're dead la.we took like 2 hours to do the first slide?haha.ok at least we did something.meredith n i were the only 2 present at the comp lab n struggled for like half an hour trying to figue out how to use a pic as the background only to discover later on to our dismay that the file was too big to be saved.n it was only ONE slide!!!oh man.this is not good.bah!anyway pw was excruciating la.bleahh.then there was trng which has left me entirely exhausted.from mouth to legs man-dead tired.there was a new china gal who joined us today.wah i think my chinese can ace thru A's alreayd la.initially when i was struggling to talk to her,everyone was SO discouraging when i said long jump in chinese was 'chang tiao'.laughter erupted n i could only sink n hide my head between my knees.utterly disgraceful.n the loudest laughter came from YONG JENNHAUR!!! i promise u if i could i would have killed him by papercut man!extremely painful way to die.but i'm gracious and forgiving. *huge beaming smile*but after a while i got a lil used to her way of speaking n i realise i speak better mandarin when i'm talking abt track.bah!my life just revolves around track la.this is uber sad.so yes-that sums up my embarrassing+excruciating+exhausting day.bleahhh.oh went for lunch with shawn too.tt guy ah!made me wait with a growling tummy while my pw groupmates ravenously tucked into their lunch next to me all becoz his grp had yet to finish discussiong.n when he came,he still talked to tim abt his earholes!but ok la,was expecting to eat in the canteen but he surprised me with his 'let's go siglap'.then he surprised,or rather shocked,me further with his 'let's walk there'.omg.i almost fainted la.i mean,i runrunrun hence i hate to walkwalkwalk.n siglap is a place i've never gone to on foot,furthermore the weather wasn't exactly ideal either.but yeah,took a nice brisk stroll.ate at killiney kopitiam.like AT LAST!!haha.always wanted to eat at a killiney kopitiam,but never really got the chance to until today.sadly,i had no appetite for the famous toast after lunch of yummy chicked porridge that was so smooth,it practically slithered down ur throat.oh but shawn's kway teoh wasn't as nice,rather 'salty',in his words.oh wells,all the more i have a bigger incentive to return for the toast.hee.anyway,talking to shawn is rather...interesting.but talking to him also made me realise too how i need to build up on my faith.coupled with sherene's talk last friday,i'm even more convinced that i'm being tested now...yet i dun wanna rattle off without sufficient adequate knowledge...need to talk to jes badly.k shall tuck in now.hopefully tmr will just be a day of one E -Excruciating with regards to pw.