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hullo
1:10 pm
Thursday, August 04, 2005
- siblings -
ever wondered why some ppl like to have the jie-di-ge-mei kinda friendship?ok for those who dun understand,it means older sis-lil bro-older bro-younger sis.the other day crescens asked me if he could be my 'ge'.like hullo?!!i hardly even knoe him la!first met him back when i was P6 at a SU camp n we only msg once in a damn random while.anyway i was quite grossed out coz i seriously never really tot much of such 'relationships'.coz i always think it's damn cheena piak.n i totally dun wanna be a cheena piak.haha...anyway,thank goodness he's in tekong la.so there won't be any remote possibility of meeting him esp at FOP!! *fingers crossed* then there's jansen.dunno wads with all these guys n their sudden want to have siblings they do not naturally have.he asked me to be his 'jie'.at first i seriously didn't take to the idea,but then at least i know jansen personally.so after some persuasion i was like 'up to u la'.so now i have a lil bro.the feeling's weird.
sigh...trng's gonna start soon...trng without the seniors.i hated it at end of sec 3-having to start trng without the presence of the seniors...it's like a whole block of ur trng life has just gone missing.like some ppl are supposed to be there but it no longer exists.n reality strikes u tt u will no longer be trng with them n then u feel so sad......i do.n it hurts even more coz tiang n helen are the 2 seniors who went 'missing' but re-appeared n now they'll be gone...for good.sigh...the pain strikes all over again... vj track has left such a deep impression on me...looking back,i realised tt the timespan of trng i had with ac n vj were abt the same at 3 months++.yet,the experience n memories i got out of both contrasts so much...i mean,i had never felt as happy in ac track as i was in vj.n the people...oh man.i really love vj track and field '05!!!i just dunno how to put it in words...oh man,i feel like tearing.dang it.
ok i feel damn nostalgic now.dunno la,dun really feel very happie today.like as the day progressed i just felt increasingly down...listening to yellow by coldplay now.i need my yellow dose.