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4:07 pm
Friday, August 19, 2005
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have you ever felt so irritated by someone tt u just wish u could delete him off the contact list n out of ur life forever?!!i'm feeling tt now.n it's a feeling i have not felt in a loooooooong time.but rite now,yes rite now,i am so tempted to just click it.if only certain memories could be erased this way too- *click*.anyway,i had intended to start this entry with a tentalizing tale on my looooooong hot bath.a bath so hot i haven't felt such heat in a looooooong time,but it was good heat-shiokadelic wondrous heat!haha...i hate cold.cold water,snow n all tt wintry stuff-bleah!but give me heat anytime man!!haha...decided to switch the heater to 3,my usual is either 1 or 2.but i just needed a refreshing treat after collapsing from trng at my doorstep in great fatigue,a rumbling stomach n a slight chill.think my gastric was acting up again la.but thank God for my dad who quickly gave me a lift to macs to satisfy my demanding tummy.ok,i now regret going to macs and gaining 100000 calories in the process.dang it.sigh...i think long bus rides have a certain sleepy effect on u.i felt more tired getting off than on the bus.haha...attempted to read my gp notes but my highlighter fell out of my hand when i dozed off n it nearly rolled down the bus la!good thing i was the only passenger at the back.so no one saw.haha...so maluating.but i have digressed enough.i am too longwinded sometimes.back to my bath.yes it was absolutely delicious.ok,actually it's a shower.coz i just realised a bath requires one to be horizontal,arrrrrrgh!!how i wish i had a bathtub.then i can soak in it to absolute euphoria.haha...it was the best time of my day in the shower! =Dthe morning started out with ryan n i spending a lil quality time together coz i've decided to reform n come to school punctually on thursdays [promised tan] while my slacker frens stroll in at 9.sigh...miss those days when i could come at 11.haha...but anyway,i learned this morning tt guys can have such high egos.like seriously.yesterday jun yi said to me 'jolene,tmr u partner me play floorball can?'alarmed by his sudden proposition,i immediately asked the pen-ultimate question-'why?' n he said coz rowell n tim were ganging up against him n he needed my help.haha...riteee.i checked with rowell n he said ya.so this morn,i asked jun yi-so how?coz i wasn't intending to play.got weights trng in the afternoon wad.then he,the floorball enthusiast king,shocked me with his 'i'm not playing'.omg.i was like ?!!!did the sky just collapsed?!!he said coz he got hockey in the afternoon.n when i asked rowell,he also said he wasn't playing!!i was like *__*" *scratch head*.wads wrong with all these guys sudden change of attitude?!!from challenging to dog-tail-btw-legs defeat?haha...but they ended up playing coz mr seet forced them.n me too coz my fren's were all playing n floorball's fun!n tt's when the fight between egos clashed...junyi proclaimed he was only gonna put in half his effort n tim n rowell who were also on the same team as me were quite determined to beat him.the game was DAMN SIONG!!!like the guys purposes were to amputate all legs who got in the way la!super scary.n junyi definitely played seriously.my group had all the crosses n tactics,unfortunately our aiming skills still needed to be improved upon,n rowell wasn't exactly tim's ideal partner i felt coz he left a lot of spaces open tt could have been put to better opportunities.my position was as a decoy so tt sherene could get the ball since the opposing team would always defend me instead.weird tendency.guess sherene was more inconspicuous.haha...but the defence was simply superb!*3 pats on the back to them* anyway we lost 3-2.or was it 4-3?ok anyway we lost by a goal la. n i also ended up with a 10 cent sized bruise on my index finger when almighty bernice whacked her stick into me.good thing i managed to avoid most of it in time.we had maths lecture the period after n tim n junyi just simply could not stop talking abt floorball!!!!it totally got on my nerves n everyone else too.i mean it's just a game.get over it!sigh...it's so tragic to see how man has destroyed the innocence of having fun playing games with his desire n drive for success n winning.argh.man!*BAH*ooooooooooooh n i'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!I FINALLY GOT A D FOR MY LIT ESSAY!!!like woooooooohhhhhhoooooooooo!!!i totally couldn't believe it.it was done last min yesterday morning [had to skip classes to do it.haha.] n yet i still got a D.it's like my best grade in any subject so far for anything la.i can't believe it.THANK YOU LORD!!i'm simply estatic rite now.hahaha...i think leonard ng's a lenient marker la.but still,i shall rejoice in my D grade!sigh...just miss my ac lit days when i got A for my first lit pc assignment.oh wells.it was a good start. =)had trng today again.shawn's damn slack la!he doesn't intend to go for trng yet!!haha...n he's gonna run away from me next time coz he has yet to pay up for the track attire.n he called me a loanshark too!!WAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!i'm gonna whoop his ass.ok but then i'll have to catch him first n he's a faster runner than me.dang it.anyway we did weights.sigh...not as bad as i had expected coz i'll usually strain numerous muscles on all parts of my body but now i only have pain in my collar bone which occurs each time i use this particular machine.argh.hate the pain.go away!but it was quite a relaxed atmosphere.great to have nick train with us again n the seniors joined us in our games too!!haha...boys will be boys.n ben is such a boy!!hahaha...he just can't stop playing.6.10pm n he came to our side to remind us tt we playing at 6.30.haha so funny la.but the guys played a form of touch rug with a vortex while the 6 of us gals played basketball.i shot a ball in!!!woohoo!!!trng's always fun.n it makes me very happy.but sometimes,the fun is ruined by some ppl,or rather,one person. i dreaded seeing him today.thank goodness he didn't come over to talk to me.j.low's observations of him always looking in my direction during gym totally freaked me out too.i already took great precautions to not be near him at any one time when i was alone.but the gym is only this big.argh.whywhywhyme?!!!but must thank j.low for 'protecting' me.really felt safe n protected. THANKS J.LOW!!!! =Dargh.i am so irritated.not looking forward to monday's trng now.dreading that moment.argh.p.s: hey esmond thanks for sending me the songs n ending up sleeping late!haha sorry but greatly appreciated!