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12:58 pm
Monday, August 15, 2005
- cold war -
it's official: COLD WAR HAS ERUPTED![as i type this i fondly recall the good old days in ac when i took history and studied abt the real cold war instead of the dreadful mathematics i now take.bleah!]ok when i say cold war,i actually mean btw my mother n my dad,sis n i.dunno wads wrong with her these days.within the past 3 days i haven't actually had a proper conversation with her.i dun even think i've spoken more than 10 sentences to her la.actually these 3 days have been rather amusing too.coz it's like an alliance btw dad,sis n me against my mother.n we've also been having 'fun'.like on friday my dad took me out for a supper of prata coz he ate my dinner by mistake,went to pick my sister up from church n then went to see our sims drive flat before proceeding for supper round 2 at geylang.haha...reached home at like 12++am?n we left at like 10pm la!yesterday appeared to be better coz my mum had cell group and as usual would be all smiles and friendliness so when my sis n i got back she was in a fairly better mood.but still not really talking.today lunch was better coz we actually talked a lil bit but by the time my dad decided to bring my sis n i out,my mum was back to her cold stance and when we finally reached home after touring clarke quay n queensway,she was in a horrendously foul mood.so now i have to iron my own clothes.dang.at times like this,i hate the invention of clothes.sigh...i think it's menopause.it's scary coz i wonder if i'll be like that in like 40 years.i dun wanna put my husband and kids through such a difficult time n be such an irritant to them like my mother is rite now.actually when my sis was away in new zealand,my mother wasn't like tt at all.i actually felt like a queen at home.haha...but that was then.i think my sister is the trigger factor.her upcoming 21st party is totally pissing my mum off who for some peculiar reason is against my sister celebrating it at a grand scale.n by tt,i mean only 3 days [max] of partying,of which one is at home and the other is at a super nice hotel at clarke quay.like hullo?!!it's her 21st la!!!it's something memorable and special!!sigh...but my mum just doesn't seem to get it.or rather,just coz she wasn't as fortunate as my sis when she was 21,she doesn't want my sis to have a better celebration?!! i think it's horrendously selfish of her.but then again,it's just my personal opinion.arrrrrrrrrgh!i'm just so frustrated at her rite now!!bleah.i hope everything will get better soon...esp by this weekend!!! *winks at sis*thanksgiving: thank you Lord that i'm not that fat so i dun have a vast expense of cloth to iron! =) and maybe the whole agony was for this