nothing fancy
nothing much
just some thoughts
to be in touch
- aiting -
hullo
7:02 am
Thursday, December 02, 2004
- prom n everything else -
friday was grad night!!!hahaha...yi kwee so nicely paid for my hair to be styled at jansen.thanks loads!!!!totally follows the chinese saying man 'ai wu ji wu'.hahaha...my sis' bf rox my sox.anyway my hair was erm...uniquely styled.the person who did my hair told me,after she had already styled my hair,that she had just learned how to do it tt day.like wow.no wonder the other hairstylists who walked past kept looking at me.got me a lil worried at first.but oh well.i loooked fab after tt.so it turned out ok.grad night was a lil boring la.but oh well,it ended beautifully.so guess it's ok.i can't be bothered to talk about it anymore.a picture speaks a thousand words.
these past few days i have been trying to stay at home.but argh,to no avail.for some reason or another,i always have to leave the comfort of my house.anyway,on monday,i went to school to meet serene to pass her the hc appeal form.i went with a hesistant heart,but came back dying to go hci.- hwa chong instituition -.i still can't imagine myself studying there.but oh well,God has His plans.
on thursday night,i laid on my bed and wondered about how i was gonna put my choices for the PAE.hc as first or not?and then it struck me.why was i appealing?i always tot prelim wasn't tt serious.but i'm so wrong.prelims are important.i wanted to go vj,but can't do so through my prelims.that's why i appealed.i told myself before tt i'm never gonna appeal to get into a school.but yet,i'm doing so now.why?because vj was my dream school and i really wanted to go there.be there.yet now tt my appeal to vj has failed,why then am i still appealing?furthermore to hc?a school i've never even considered before?all these questions,yet i have no answers.i'm just going with the flow.i'm not following my heart.my parents want me to go to hc.so i'll try my best to get in.sigh...i dunno if i can.the good news is tt melanie chin is not going to hc.i think God really works in miraculous ways.i dreaded going hc initially partly coz of mc.looking at how smug she was during nats,i simply couldn't imagine myself training with her.but well,mc is going VJC!!!hahaaha...now she's with poor j.low.i think God knew the desires of my heart,and removed mc from hc to vj.oh well,serene really make hc trackc sound nice.i like their training pattern.friday is combine trng day.where everyone from the different disciplines train together.i think tt's so cool.like really build team unity.oh well,i really wana go hc now.i'll only know after 17 dec.the school will call me to tell me if my appeal has been succesful.so pray real hard for me yeah?i hope my heart won't be broken a second time.in the meantime,i shall just wait for 17 dec to come so tt i can check out the school i'm first posted too.if it's ac,i'll really laugh my ass off.i can join jac there for the first day then.
oh well,come end february,i'll really know where i'm headed for.i await tt day.if i get points good enough to get into vj on my own merit,i might consider it then.but i know one thing's for sure-i won't join vj track.not in this lifetime.