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hullo
5:01 pm
Friday, December 17, 2004
- PAE -
i'm back from WEST K!!!!!!!!!!ALIVE!!!!!!!though my blood was half sucked outta me on the 2nd day,but otherwise,more or less still in one piece.just a lil sick with sore throat,cough,nausea and what not's.but these i shall whine about another time.
in ten hours...i'll know my posting...
i'm super confused.i tot the path God had set out for me was one tt was gonna be straight and clear cut.but now i know why He made me track through the treacherous winding mountainous paths in west k-my path to jc is likewise.i wanted to go to vj,tot tt was wad God intended for me as well,appealed to vj,failed,hc doors opened to me,i accepted the opportunity to enter,and now,just when i tot nothing could go wrong except hc telling me tt i've not been accepted,things have indeed taken another twist.vj's mr tan whom i've never met before called and asked me whether i was confirm in hc and i said no,then he asked if i was going there,and i said 'more or less depending on the appeal' and then he wished me all the best and hung up.and i was like *___*?!!!and then later tiang called to clarify and i found out tt i do stand a shot at getting into vj,so i had to call mr tan AGAIN and tell him if i wanted to and he said he would help me check it out and get back to me like TODAY?!!wow.my hc appeal hasn't even been sent in yet.and he was also telling me abt the guys appeal side in hci which i did not really think much about,tt's y i tot i might have a fairly successful chance of getting into hci.but now...super sigh.i dunno...anyway i shall soon know once again in another couple of hours if vj has crushed my heart once and for all...
this is puzzling...i dunno wad in the world is going on.crap.the cough medicine is taking effect...
p.s:this is the same mr tan who told me to go ahead and appeal to hc like 3 weeks ago?!!wow.